New Job- Chemical Trading Company

June 26th, 2007

Hi All, Today is my 2nd week in the new company. I am working in a Chemical trading company as a operation officer, doing bulk shipment. I would say its really tough.. no experience but boss having high expectation i think.. Making me feel so useless.. haiz.. not sure if i’m really made a right choice.. I miss ppl in NYK alot. Telling myself to give a few months to adapt and i have to jia you. I am a very emotional person.. a little bit of thing will make me cry.. i cried on my 5th day of work.. why leh? reason is because i dont know how to do and the linkage of nomination laytime and kena "scolded". Maybe it is not scolding to other ppl, but to me, i feel very lousy.. i unable to memorise..

Boss already told me before i step into this company, the culture here is very different. Lady boss is not easy to work with. Have to tahan critism from lady boss.. i understand, its just i’m too emotional lor.. dont like to be "WU HUI" by other ppl. I will feel very unfair and cried lor.. lousy me.. haiz..

Aiya.. dunno how it will be. But hopefully i can tahan for these 3 months during my probation period. And wish me luck!

5th of June 2007- Medical Leave

June 5th, 2007

Hello! Everyone! I’m on medical leave today due food poisoning. Seems i have been missing from everyone recently right? I dont think so worz.. Have been busy for the past 3 months looking out for job and i’ve found it! My last day in NYK will be next friday (15th June 2007). New Job going to start on the 18th of June 2007.

After Chinese New Year, my boss took 3 months medical leave to rest at home due to chemo. Left me alone.. 1 person have to take 3 person’s job and more.. have to do new system’s booking, documentation, accounting, geography profile, customer profile, user registeration and old system’s documentation, accounting, quotation, user registeration and supporting department’s administrative job. I feel like doing too many job, thou learn so many things and yet when i go for interview for documentation job,  they mentioned i have no experience, only wants to give me $1400.. which i think only a diploma grad salary.. 4 yrs in NYK, equals to nothing?? Sad leh.. But anyway.. going to leave this company to start a new phrase of my working life.

I would like to say, i am busy not really because i have a bf but my job problem too. Who knows about my job having problem? When i am depress who knows? Those who knows more are my colleagues.. I just want to say, i am not taking any of my friends for granted. If you are thinking that way, i have nothing to say..

During this half a year, alot of things happened. I lost my hp, so busy at work, alot of colleagues resigned, friendship, health not very good also but the thing i’m happy is my dear is with me. He helps me alot, cares alot and also nags alot. haha! He bought a new handphone for me (Samsung Z720) and a Uzap! Thanks worz! Thanks for some friends too, being by my side. Understanding and concern about me. Able to understand when i unable to turn up for any of the gathering.

Last Sat, i went to SDU KTV again! But that will be my first and last time going there after attached. Reason is because to celebrate farewell for Swee Lan. I bought a cake for her and we cut and share the cake with everyone there. Its mint cake- not nice leh.. next time dont buy liao.

Yesterday received a free lunch from Chin Boon, went Sakae Sushi with him and Jeslyn for my farewell. Today suppose to meet Shealee and Kai Ling for dinner but i think cannot liao lah.. MC, have to stay at home. Coming Thursday going to meet Shileen, Ailing and Wendy for dinner in Tonkichi, long time didnt go liao and also long time no meet!~ Very hard to get everyone together. Then Friday going to meet Sharini, Emeline, Kathy, Meiting and Aimei for dinner in The Rice Table. Suntec branch close liao, we going to Cuppage~

I am now having tomato egg soup with white rice. Yum yum! very nice coz i cooked it. Haha! Enjoying my lunch! Friends and colleagues!~ see you all somewhere soon!~ Byebye!

History in NYK

Starts as a temp staff in Operations and Transhipment in Aug 2002.

Convert to perm in 11th Dec 2002 in ASIA BPM.

1st business trip to Dubai- Year 2003

2nd business trip to Bangladesh- Year 2004

Training trip to US- Year 2005

Last day in NYK - 15th June 2007