New Job- Chemical Trading Company

June 26th, 2007

Hi All, Today is my 2nd week in the new company. I am working in a Chemical trading company as a operation officer, doing bulk shipment. I would say its really tough.. no experience but boss having high expectation i think.. Making me feel so useless.. haiz.. not sure if i’m really made a right choice.. I miss ppl in NYK alot. Telling myself to give a few months to adapt and i have to jia you. I am a very emotional person.. a little bit of thing will make me cry.. i cried on my 5th day of work.. why leh? reason is because i dont know how to do and the linkage of nomination laytime and kena "scolded". Maybe it is not scolding to other ppl, but to me, i feel very lousy.. i unable to memorise..

Boss already told me before i step into this company, the culture here is very different. Lady boss is not easy to work with. Have to tahan critism from lady boss.. i understand, its just i’m too emotional lor.. dont like to be "WU HUI" by other ppl. I will feel very unfair and cried lor.. lousy me.. haiz..

Aiya.. dunno how it will be. But hopefully i can tahan for these 3 months during my probation period. And wish me luck!




5 Responses to “New Job- Chemical Trading Company”

  1.   WendeliciOuS on June 26, 2007 8:30 am

    sad to hear that… =((
    but i can fully understand. i was like that when i left MOE. but since u’ve make a choice, there’s no turning back. u haf to look forward. give urself more time. afterall, adapting to totally new environment is never e.a.s.y.
    good luck! =))
    ps: if can, can meet for lunch.. hee..

  2.   Emeline on June 26, 2007 10:15 am

    Poor Eileen. You need time to adapt and you must always remember your friends and loved ones are always by your side. if you really need a listening ear, do not hestiate to give me a ring. Ladies have PMS, that lady boss of yours might be suffering from that. Forgive the sick pple. ha ha ha Jia you. You can do it being in NYK for 4 yrs already,should be even stronger.Put in your best, sure there will be positive results. Even if the results is not what your boss wanted, at least you had tried your very best, and thus no regrets.

  3.   Nan on June 26, 2007 7:23 pm

    Hi,Eileen,

    Dun give up,jia you!!Things may seem daunting at the begining,but am sure as times goes by,it will surely gets easier once you get the hang of it.As for the lady boss,well,maybe can just take it that she is setting things on the right note for you?So that you can learn stuff the right way the first time?Do look on the bright side,ok?Nothing is impossible to a willing mind,do take care…

    Hope to meet up with you and steven soon :)

  4.   Elaine on July 30, 2007 7:34 pm

    hihi,
    Jia you oh!!! Dun be sad… U can make it!!! :)

  5.   Ling on August 17, 2007 8:05 am

    Yilidan~~ Jia you jia you~

    If you miss NYK, think of me okay!! ganbatte!!

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